I bailed on a tap class, but I'll have another shot

There are a boat load of 30/30 blogs that have been started and never finished. Maybe because the person got too tired or lazy. Ran out of time or money. Or maybe because the person died.

I feel like there's a good chance I might fail at this. I fail at a lot of goals I set. Like take my dogs to the dog park every day. Or don't say anything mean ever. So unreasonable. Sometimes the funniest things are the meanest. I don't want to see my 30/30 fail! But this week I had the opportunity to hit up a tap class and bailed on it. I didn't even have a reasonable excuse. I thought about doing across the floor exercises and got overwhelmed and jammed out. And so I'm beating myself up over it. On Friday night. Which is homework time of course.

Maybe I need to make an entirely more reasonable set of 30/30.

1. Make and eat a BLT
2. Use my slow cooker
3. Make Bread pudding

I might be hungry. These are food goals.

oh!
4. clean my car

So reasonable.

At some point everyone evaluates dreams that they let go of, or failed at, or modified. And I did that and it sucked. I worry about being insignificant. I'm not about to let myself fail, not that a 30/30 would make an impact on my significance. If I were to let my 30/30 be reasonable it would be completely unremarkable. I believe in living a life worth commenting on, I think that sounds ideal.